JurahTake it easy on my heart even though you don’t mean to hurt me.I woke up sad. I woke up in tears. I left the room and Zur hugged me and the tears just wouldn’t stop flowing. It’s not fair. It’s not fair…Apr 1, 2022Apr 1, 2022
JurahThe ice is so thin, now it’s breaking.There hasn’t been anything to do at work ever since we stopped taking in CAG samples. And lately, it has gotten bad. The number of times I…Feb 27, 2022Feb 27, 2022
JurahAm I supposed to be ok with it?All this while, I was ok to stand up for myself. I was confident, I was fearless, I truly felt like nothing can bring me down anymore. I…Feb 7, 2022Feb 7, 2022
JurahI bet sometimes you wonder about me.I went through my tumblr posts and I forgot I even went through those dark days. It’s crazy. I was only 15 years old and I had 2 guys…Nov 11, 2021Nov 11, 2021
JurahI’m sick of it.I’m sick of walking on egg shells and trying not give people anymore reasons why I’m the bad guy. I’m sick of people acting like they’re a…Sep 18, 2021Sep 18, 2021
JurahHeaven is a place not too far away.There’s a lot of things on my mind that I kept pushing away. A LOT. But I don’t know what to do about it. And I feel sad. I just stopped…Mar 27, 2021Mar 27, 2021
JurahI know you didn’t mean it.On 5 December 2020, it was a Saturday. It was also the first time I seen Zur’s biological father. It may not be in person which was quite…Dec 7, 2020Dec 7, 2020
JurahI don’t wanna lose you now.It hurts. I don’t understand why. How does one get over it, or move on. I’ve been staring at the screen not sure exactly what to put down…Nov 28, 2020Nov 28, 2020
JurahMarriage.I saw a tweet on Twitter that said, “Don’t get married because everyone else is getting married and you felt ‘left behind’ or ‘pressure’…Nov 10, 2020Nov 10, 2020
JurahIt’s been awhile.How time flies. I‘m married and gave birth to a baby girl a year ago. It’s 12.30am and I should be asleep with my family but here I am…Oct 20, 2020Oct 20, 2020